LONDON 20120

Taekwondo world champion Sarah Stevenson fighting on for parents

Taekwondo world champion Sarah Stevenson says she refuses to "crumble" following the death of her parents.


 

Stevenson was named Sunday Times Sportswoman of the Year.

“If they could cope, I can put up a fight like they did, so maybe it’s them. They were so strong,” she told BBC Radio 5 Live.

Stevenson’s mother was diagnosed with cancer in January and passed away in October, just three months after her father died following a brain tumour.

The 28-year-old Doncaster fighter added: “It’s still very raw and I don’t know how I’m managing to sit and talk to people, because if you’d said this to me a year ago, that I’d be telling this story, I’d probably have just been a state.

“I don’t know how I’m doing it, I really, really don’t.”

Stevenson, who won Olympic bronze in 2008, had agonised over whether to travel to Korea for the World Championships in May but went on to take the gold medal.

Asked how she was able to compete in such circumstances, Stevenson said: “I think I were just on autopilot. I don’t know if I took it in; I don’t know if I actually sat there and thought, ‘What is going on?’

“I thought, if I did that, then I’m not going to be any help to them and I can’t sit here feeling sorry for myself and crying and thinking ‘Why did I deserve this?’

“I never allowed myself to do that because I thought they’re the ones that are going through it and I needed to be there for them. Probably now it’s getting to me more that it did at the time.”

She added: “I didn’t go there thinking I was going to win a gold, I went there thinking, ‘I’m just going to do my best because life’s a bit crap, so what can I actually expect – I can’t actually expect the best’, which was a bit of a silly thing to think.

“I just went there and did my best and it kind of gave me a good mental state because I thought they can’t hurt me like what’s happening at home.

“I’m not the one who’s suffering, my mum and dad are the ones that are suffering. Fighting in a Worlds is not suffering, it’s not life and death like cancer is, and that’s what gave me the motivation. I hope that’s the motivation I’ll have when it comes to next year at the Olympics.”

Stevenson will not fight at the French Open this weekend, preferring to start her campaign for Olympic gold in the new year, with the memory of her parents a driving force.

“They lived for what I was doing in taekwondo, that’s all they lived for,” said Stevenson. “They both thought they were going to be there in 2012.

“I’ve got to just learn to live with the fact that they’re not going to be physically here but maybe I can use it as an advantage and say, ‘You know what, no-one else’s parents can actually be with them on the ring, and hopefully they can be.'”

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  • Sarah Stevenson

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1998 – Junior world champion

1999 – Junior European champion

2000 – 4th at Olympics

2001 – World champion

2002 – European silver medallist

2004 – European silver medallist

2005 – World silver medallist

2005 – European champion

2006 – European champion

2006 – Commonwealth Champion

2008 – Olympic bronze medallist

2009 – British Open champion

2010 – European champion

2011 – World champion

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Source: BBC Sport

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